*somEtiMes u WonDeR*
on A summER tuesday 5 julY 2005, liFE seems To Be so MoodY all Of a suddeN to me! At timES, liFe seems so losT at an instANt…thaT we do noT evEn know what we reaLly wanT & desirEd…isn’t It truE? i guess so!
hoW i wishEd my life is alL planneD foR me..all I neeD to do is jusT to folloW and nothing buT folloW without havinG to FEEl vexed abT whAt i shoulD do the next step in liFE and the Pros & conS…isn’t it Better thAt way? maybe …maybe NOt!
At SOmE poinT, i FELt so distancEd from my FRienDS they WEre the onEs who i feeL supporT, loVe & caRE from & thEy Are the OneS i couldn’T affoRD to loSe in My enTIre life. thaT’s hoW i feel.
My PerSOnalitY cauSEd me to isoLATed myseLf from thE others …afRAid of peopLe whom I do NOt know to shuNNed away FRom knowinG me BEtter.why am I like That? noonE knoWs! i m somEOne who Is afraid Of new things….ever chanGinG environment.
Why do PeoplE contraDict themSelVes in tHe WordS they useD to have SAid? becaUSe of fear is WhAt that keep them FRom lyinG isn’t iT? wHen is THe time That peoplE can be TruthfuL to themSElves & to bE faiR to ThemselveS ?
